The Struggle For Consistency.

The Gossip 4 Jesus Initiative

#TalkingThursday – If you don’t talk about Jesus who will?

There’s a struggle going on within me, an inner turmoil, you could call it. I’ve been wanting to write for ages now. Just to post something, anything. I’ve scrolled through my notes over and over looking for anything I could expand on. Wondering why I’ve been so lazy over the past few weeks, wondering why there’s been this feeling tugging at the edge of my heart to abandon my calling and be carefree.

Why have I been so tired, so restless, making excuses? Why can’t I return back to doing what I know I love and have been called to do?

You see, I can’t pinpoint the exact moment I fell from the grace of the Holy spirit and started making do with my own will and strength.

It may have started when I first told myself it was okay…

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